make everything alright please?

ive been in paraguay for the past two weeks but right now im in brazil digging the sexy ass dudes and getting used to non-menthol ciggs. Paraguay (where my family is originally from) is the shit and i want to live here. I was supposed to come back on the 19th of this month but my soccer team, Cerro Porteno, is playing against our HUGEST rival Olimpia so im staying to be at the game and putting off the shitty ass america-ness that ive been learning quickly to completely dislike.

sorry. Ill get back to trades and commisions when i get back to the country im trying to avoid

peace and love and of course PARAGUAY REPRESENT.

CERRVITA FOR LIFE.SON.

I've been with thee for 6 whole years!

First signed up in i think sept of 03 i was 13! XB

You've been with me through thick and thin (literally yay diet!)
Through middleschool beatings..
crazy boyfriends
anthro-art
styles...
sexual preferences
father and step father bashing XD
drug inducing art and comments
loss of virginity
bad girlfriend decisions..
pets
hair styles
Highschool idiocy
crushes
violent tendencies
AND bitchiness.


I love you dA even though you're such a bitch to use cause of all your stupid ass rules, fuck, marry me.

Ooooh, I feel bad. >}

My bf has let me down so many times when he gets excited about accomplishing anything and looks to me for encouragement

I just have no more enthusiasm when he tells he's "ending his problems" I'm terribly sarcastic and mock him.

I feel bad..in the past i've PRETENDED i believed him..and always proved my assumptions correctly. So why should I lead on that i have hope anymore if no matter if i encourage him or not he's always going to prove me right?

Or am i just being a bitter bitch?

grace me with your brutal honestly PLEASE.

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My boyfriend risked and saved my life yesterday.
We were driving to Baltimore to get money from his mom (we live 5 mins away from DC)and he wanted to bring me along to meet his mother, this alone was shocking that he wanted me to meet his mother. Well..everything was fine at first going down there..she lives in the ghetto of baltimore(lol) and we missed our turn, when we were trying to find our way my darling was busy staring at the gps almost out of the middle of the intersection this car hits us. I didn't even notice the car until he said "O shit" i saw headlights coming right for us actually...right at ME. he pressed the gas petal and it ended up missing me and hitting the back tire....we swerved and then FLIPPED. Fucking suvs....-.-;

5 mins before that i put my seat up cause i put it back to lay down cause my back always aches...so as we're flipping i was staring at my love the whole time seeing his face and than the window shattering behind his face. we both thankfully had our seat belts on and i was hanging sideways. For a couple split seconds there was dead silence the car sideways and in shock i stared at him and him at me tears in his eyes he said "I almost killed you." he ripped the seat belt off me leaped out of sideways car and him and some skinny black guy pulled me out he grabbed me and held me tight. Shaking and overwhelmed with the idea that i almost died and we checked each other and we're both a.o.k.

he had a couple cuts and i got my glasses destroyed. I wish i could of seen all those people that helped us before the cops and such came. People asked me over and over if i was ok that i should go to the hospital gave me cigs and pressed there fingers against my head asking since my glasses fell of if i hit my head. The "people of the street" were incredibly heroic and caring i just wish i could meet them again and thank them a million times more. The asshole that hit us and made us flip didn't even ask if we were alright just said that it wasn't his fault *grumbles* I wanted to curse him out but i was waaay to frazzled to do anything except shake and curl up on the stoop.

my boy kept apologizing and i met his mother curled up on the stoop. She's lovely and i can see why he loves her so much. Going through this experience changed a lot of my perspective. I never thought i'd be so happy to be alive and be with such a silly foolish boy. Our love is deep and relentless and i honeslty feel that we can change eachother for the better. And even if this relationship doesn't work im blessed to have even known him. After the whole ordeal and his mom driving us back from Baltimore we had some us time which consisted of nakedness no sex and lots of touching just enjoying the fact that we have eachother for another night.

I faced my fear too. X3. I've always been paranoid of gettin hit and flipping. Its TERRIFYING and very unexpecting. Nother reason not to drive 9.9...

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